Random Losers and The Douchebag of the Week #4

 

Harun Reed ·

• hands look like over 40 lmao
• Saturday at 4:47pm ·
• Monique

Piss off Harun Reed. You're a douche, black don't crack. Delete!!! I haven't been on FB for days other than to upload these pics. I don't care what he thinks. I am happy to have both hands and all of my fingers.
25 minutes ago ·
Raj Singh
wash dc here can we chat?

• u wanna make some extra cash?
  
• how tall are ya?

andy pies

• hi hows you?
• nice pic
  
• uk here hope ok
  
• andy pies how are you??

Bout Victor Anna
11:19am

• Hello dear My name is Anna and i seek for true friendship and partner and i viewer your profile get interested in you, and if possible you write to my vie email so we can know each order very well! have a nice day Anna, annavictor002@yahoo.com
• Monique: I never replied to Anna which I am sure was some sort of fraud.

Sam

• you are hot
• im sam
  
• 25 m tx
  
• like to chat?
  
• i love choco bbw
  
• 1:46 AM

thatswhatshesaid

• hey sexy 3:08 AM

Me

• hi who are you?

thatswhatshesaid

• just a perv tht likes sexy blk bbes

thatswhatshesaid

• bbw

Me

• not into pervs

andy pies

• hi hows you?

andy pies

• nice pic

andy pies

• uk here hope ok

andy pies

• work at stables here

Umra Khan Bhai

• thx xxx
• hey do you want 100 dollar then i give you through a money exchange but you show me dance like a full body are you ready for this show now

10:28pm
Biggirl Gear

piss off
 Umra Khan Bhai

• what?
• i cant understand what are u saying?
• and dear i give you within 5 minutes ok

10:29pm
Biggirl Gear

How about this one, Fuck off
 Umra Khan Bhai

• dear through a western union i give you and i fuck you on cam live and you fune with me and show me right simple
• and u just easily want this victory
• ? now ready for this ?

• Conversation started April 22
• Benjamin Parker
  
  Hi Monique,
  I've read your reaction to my comment, when i told you your arms where, for my point of view, very attractive. If by some way i hurted you i sincerely apologise. I didn't think i could hurt you just by telling this...but it's a fact, and i'm sincerely sorry about it...
  Hope you a great day, and hope you'll have success for your plans....
  Benjamin
  
• April 23
• 
  3:17am
  Benjamin Parker
  
  Hi Monique,
  Yesterday i told you your arms where, for my view, splendid has they actually are. You had a strong reaction that, in a way, I can’t really understand. But I was, and I still am, sorry to disturb you so much for such a little thing… You dare to delete me if I still told you how much I love your arms. I decided to stop our friendship on facebook. I totally respect you, but I can’t support this kind of reaction. I want a free world where I can be myself, not a false and hypocrisis world where I have to simulate conformity. I am fed up to lie to girls when I have to told them what attract me with them is their eyes (in fact it’s their arms, their boobs,…) and many men are in the same situation than me: they just couldn’t tell the truth, or they’ll have to assume a girl with nervous crisis for a long time… And after that, girls are deceipted when the men goes away after a few time… Why ? Because of the false, the lack of sincerity, of reality in the relationship… I dream of sincerity, reality, tolerance, and most of the time I see conformity, normativity, censure and false…. The BBW movment was, in his beginning, a real hope for me, the promise of a real world breaking all this falseness… now some of his members wants to be as the social prescription ask, skinny and no fat… I am so disappointed about this… Did the real world lost the game ? I hope you the best, but I think we don’t have anything more to share…
  Benjamin
  
• April 24
• MoMo
  
  LOL I had to laugh after I read this. I am glad you chose to delete yourself. You have no idea how hard I worked to lose 300 pounds then the doctors leave me incomplete. I will always be fat and I am fine with that. I just need to be comfortable in my own body. Right now I am not comfortable with the extra skin hanging and hurting me. Did you bother to read the Blog story and see the photo of my arm cut open because it was caught under a sharp edge. Being cut, burned while cooking and not being able to find a winter coat to fit my arms isn't fun or sexy to me in any way. I have no idea what we shared at all. After reading this note I can see you were only my friend on FB to look at my fat in my photos. For that shame on you. I am a person with real feelings and you don't care about my feelings so deleting yourself was the right thing to do.
  
• April 25
• Benjamin Parker
  
  I'm very happy if you laugh when you read me. But i'm sorry that you unfortunately doesn't understand at all. I've been many times to your blogs and i consider you as a human been with feelings, thinkings, and things to tell and to share. But why do you want to opposite feelings and body ? it's the old occidental way of thinking, bringing opposition between the material body and the soul (feelings, thinkings,...). I consider you've suffer a lot with your body, and i respect you when you want to solve this problems. But why been so aggressive just because someone tell you such a little thing, yes your arms are sexy and i doesn't see the problem when i told that...why threathen me like that ? Why this bad reaction ? I'll be happy for you if you solve your problem by any way which you consider the best. I never see anybody only as fat, even if i'm attracted by fat peoples i'll never consider somebody to be only fat, and every human has feelings and is an important and interesting being... But it will be very hypocritical to ignore the body, humans are both souls and body and you can't ignore this. I hope my e-mail will make you laugh one more time, i'll be very happy if it does. But i also hope you'll understand a little bit....
  
• April 25
• MoMo
  
  I was in a bad mood from hearing it over and over. As you know you aren't the only one that said the same thing. This experience is long, hard and very emotional. The threat was not towards you. I deleted the person the comment was for. So now you see you over reacted as well by unfriending me. 

Game over and I have had nothing more to say to Benjamin Parker since this last conversation. Meeting people who only want me for my fat is a huge turn off. He knows something is wrong so he lies to the women in his life. Did Ben truly think he had found fattopia by joining the BBW Community? The man lives out of the USA and plays on line with women in America. If he truly wanted a BBW as his soul mate, wife, BFF he would work towards meeting them. So far all he is doing is looking at fat and boobs on line while jerking off to strangers who just happen to be BBW’s. The truth is most men on the internet looking at BBW sites and random video clips etc, aren’t really looking for love. They are just a bunch of perverts on the internet. Real men make an effort to pick up the phone and call. Don’t bother texting, don’t you want to hear each others voices? Don’t you want to spend real time with that person? Not on Skype either. Where are the real men at? I know you can’t all be gay, married, dead or a combo of all three. I blocked Ben so he can’t contact me again. I did however save his photo since he is the Douchebag of the week #4. Congrats Ben you made the cut.
MoMo Out!

Dreams Do Come True

When I was a child everyone said stop eating so much extra food. I wasn’t because my mom fixed our plates for dinner. What I was doing was having a love affair with the Hostess Bakery and the local doughnut shop. It took me most of my life to get a clue what food was doing to me. When you open that first pack of Zingers, then move onto the cupcakes the rush from the sugar was like a drug. In the last seven years I have struggled and fought as hard as I can to live a new life. My new life isn’t the dream I had when I use to say “One day I will lose weight to make my parents happy.”

I was living in a world full of food comas and delusions. Once I was an adult I said I was going to get down to a respectable weight for my own body. I had no special number in mind. Next came the dream of me walking in high heels while wearing a sexy black dress and a lacy thong. I was going to attend a party and be the bell of the ball after some miracle weight loss took place. I had a much more active life after I lost weight in some ways. But the dream was just a dream. My knees are in such bad shape that my doctor asked me how I can even walk on them.
Every step is pain. Every step of the weight loss process is pain. When my food was no longer my drug I freaked out. In the last seven years I have had lots of therapy to learn how to control my eating disorder and food addiction. I have good days and bad days. The bad days come with consequences. My surgery still works. I still throw up and still have ass on fire from the wrong foods.

My dreams of having a normal life slowly fades away. My list of illness’s scare my doctor, so I a sure John Doe isn’t interested in me. Dating me is a project. Weeks or months go by and I am fine. Next thing you know I could be in the hospital close to death. How do I explain that to someone I want to be in a relationship with? Men run scared when they find out. I have my family all around me, but a man in my life would be nice to have again. I have taken a two year break after the psycho stalker ex has been out of my life.

How do I learn to trust again? How do I sit through the lies and BS they spew at you? How do I pretend I am interested in his paint ball wins? I hate dating, HATE it! If I could go to a match maker I would. Till then I will dream of Mr. Right. Will he ride in on a white horse and throw his cape down so I don’t step in the mud? Will he let me be me and understand my craziness? Who knows this is just a dream for now.

I am still a work in progress. Lots of my dreams have come true. I made them happen and fought hard for them to happen. I am thankful for my life and all of the people who helped me get here. The haters still hate, but the best revenge is living well. Romeo where the hell are you, I’m getting impatient. That’s the Scorpio in me.
MoMo Out!